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Last night and tonight I went back to agility world for the first time since Nationals, and I have to admit it was hard. It was hard for me to be in that environment at first, to think clearly about agility, and especially hard to talk about Nationals when people brought it up. I didn't want to talk about it at all. I hate that I feel like this and I thought I was starting to feel okay about it, but then I realized that I just haven't been thinking about it at all. Hopefully I will get better really soon. I just feel a little bit ridiculous.

When it came to actually being with Panic at class though, I had a lot of fun. I can't NOT have fun with him running agility and just playing with him and doing tricks. Definitely glad I still have that.

I got Panic a Jolly Egg at the Clean Run booth at Nationals. I wasn't sure if he'd like it, it's just a big, hard plastic egg, but I thought I'd try it out. He absolutely loves it. Definitely not a good toy for in the house, but live and learn. Look at all that drool too.