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I am trying to look ahead, plan out which trials I want to go to, plan out which trials I can AFFORD to go to, etc. I don't see how people trial out of town almost every weekend. I want to start doing more with Panic but damn, is it expensive. How do you people do it?! And I am an incredibly frugal person, especially for my age. I never eat out, never see movies, hardly ever buy anything for myself, save as much money as I can, but I'm not sure it's enough.
On top of that I've just recently been bombarded with a bunch of monetary responsibilities I hadn't had before. I like having responsibilities I guess, but going from a 15 year old who's parents pay for everything to a 16 year old with a ton of things I have to pay for is VERY sudden and not easy. I work sometimes on the weekends at Kentucky Gymnastics Academy, and I'm paid well, but it isn't regular work. I can't get a job right now on top of school because of Panic. I wish all of this had been more of a gradual transition but hey, this is life I guess...
On top of that I've just recently been bombarded with a bunch of monetary responsibilities I hadn't had before. I like having responsibilities I guess, but going from a 15 year old who's parents pay for everything to a 16 year old with a ton of things I have to pay for is VERY sudden and not easy. I work sometimes on the weekends at Kentucky Gymnastics Academy, and I'm paid well, but it isn't regular work. I can't get a job right now on top of school because of Panic. I wish all of this had been more of a gradual transition but hey, this is life I guess...